Thursday, August 19, 2010

Last Watch of Hero (Lake Revisited in April)

Paper boats floated out and capsized

from the waves your hands

sent, dissolving to pulp before draining


to seed the bottom. You trained them

for a ruction with your slack folding,

assembling the fleet as carelessly as you turn


a calendar page. The illusion is that

they collapsed their bodies

independently. This is how to lose


a friend, to let a thing so fragile

be born in the dry heat

then set it out in damp isolation


without an arm to force it. The boats

request steering. Alone, they sabotage

one another, kissing bow to bow


and drowning in the Hellespont.

I was misled. I supposed

each ketch would sail tomorrow


when the weather improved. You

laugh hungrily when I tell you this

and look away, setting loose another


lousy paper tiger onto the tireless

water. The surface grins as

its belly fills with the phantom shipyard


virgin hulls condemned to the cloudy

depth of lake weeds

never again to sail in the sun above.

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